Monday, April 1, 2013

Seriously, Who Cares?

I've been trying to figure out the words to say. I'm not good at talking unless I have something
very specific to say. And lots of times I do and I just talk too much. I go on and on and on.
But lately I've just sorta been like 'who cares?' I mean seriously. Who gives a crap?
Good attitude, huh? 
But I keep thinking, does it really matter if I do or don't write about this?
Is this really going to make a difference to anyone? If I don't write it, someone else will...right?
So, I'm not sure where I am...right this far as blogging goes.
Who cares what outfit I wore? Who cares how silly my kids are? I mean, I do. And' I'd like to 
think that is why I blog. To keep memories. My own sort of personal online journal. When my heart
needs to be spilled, I spill it here. But does it really need to be public? I'm not sure anymore.
Does anyone else ever feel like that? Like why do I need people to read my blog? Is it for me?
And if it's not for me, then do people really hear me? I'm sure these thoughts are just a part of human nature,
 but seriously...who cares? Do the things I say make any impact on anyone other than me?

I guess I will just keep playing it by ear and see what happens. Maybe tomorrow I will have a novel written 
for you, who knows....
And for now, here are some other reasons why I have been busy.

People always ask me...or us how we take such cute photos...
Go through about an hour of this and that's how you get the perfect family photo.

Hope you all had a wonderful Easter...


Michiko said...

I'm sooo with you on this! I'm really new to blogging, and those same thoughts go through my head. I try to tell myself it's like a journal, to keep our memories, but who wants to read about my/our life, anyway? Just think - I came here to check out your life! Deep down, we all really care; or maybe we're just nosey. ;-)

Michiko said...

I'm sooo with you on this! I'm new to blogging and those same thoughts go through my head all the time. I try to tell myself it's a journal to record our memories. But who really wants to know about my/our life, anyway? Just think - I came here to check out your life! Deep down, we care. Or we're just nosey. ;-)

Cody Doll said...

Well I care. But I care cause I like you and knowing about your life. Wanna post once a week, once a month, twice in one day? Sure. I don't mind. =]

Sarah Lu said...

You have such a beautiful family!

Krysten @ Why Girls Are Weird said...

Do what you love when you love it.

P.S. I LOVE the girls' dresses, they're so cute!

Em @ And Nothing Else Matters said...

I go through these moments a lot too. I just remember that when I started blogging I had zero readers and I enjoyed it. As long as I write about only what I want to write about then it is for me and perhaps by sharing someone else might be able to relate and not feel alone. That it why I keep doing it.

Erin said...

thank you for always being real, friend.

love your fam pics :)

Sandra said...

Your photos are fabulous!
I really enjoy reading your blog! I'm dealing with some health issues & have to space out my catch up times but I do love reading what you write! You are so poetic, and most of all REAL. I think that makes all the difference in the world. Do it for YOU, do what feels right, follow your heart, pray about it & God will lead you in the right direction, He always does :)

AbsoluteMommy said...

I haven't written or blogged since Thursday. I'm with you, does anyone care?? It's not that I'm uninspired! I'm tired! I have a few to crank out this week. But seriously... I totally get it!

Amber Cease said...

I haven't written/blogged since last Tuesday (exactly a week ago)... and before that? Well, I had been on a nearly 2 week hiatus of sorts. I have been so busy with birthday celebrations (both kiddos', hubby's, little brother's, sister-in-law's, and two friends) and Easter celebrations that blogging has been at the bottom of my to-do list. I also struggle with the "do people REALLY want to hear about this?" and the "why I am REALLY doing this? For me or others??" Hang in there and know that I love reading what you have to share, but I also completely understand the lack of presence on the blog when you are living life! :)

Hanna said...

Seriously, I care!!! Really I do. Other woman and moms like you inspire me so much. Thanks for sharing you.

Your kids are so freakin cute in these pics!

Brooke @ Covered in Grace said...

That's pretty much where I am right now too. I've been keeping my link up going... but I can't seem to pull myself back into blogging right now. I want to write like crazy, but don't even have time for that... (or maybe I do have time??) But I feel guilty for being on the computer at home lately... like I need to spend more and more and more time with my family.
Julie... I've been reading your posts...via email...which is why my comments have been fewer. Honestly, yours is the only blog I've been reading lately.

Anyways.. this note is getting long and I probably don't have a point. Ha!! I guess I just wanted to say that I feel ya, girl.

P.s. I love that photo where you're all being silly and you're looking at your son... too cute.

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